ENTERING THE HUMAN FORM

Entering the Human Form and the Birth of False Beliefs

For some, it may hit while still in the womb, for others, it may hit during birth and for others it may hit post birth, ages 0 +. The realization of constriction in the human body, the inability to communicate telepathically with the adults surrounding you, the inability to levitate items or simply create with thought, which slowly progresses with age into the deep slumber of our abilities. I invite you to think way back, were you ever one of these children who just knew without a doubt you could do things.........but found you couldn't?

These abilities of the deeper truth of who we are and what we hold the capacity to do are suddenly gone from us once entering the human form. My eldest son David and I were in deep discussion about this and he described incarnating perfectly, as “entering a dream where there is the illusion of having no control”.

When I began to trace the true origin of false beliefs about life and myself, I recalled my mother liked to tell the story of the first moment she laid eyes on me. She explained, “you looked at me so intense, it was like you were looking straight through me and said, “Okay, I’m here….now what are you going to do with me?”
I’m sure countless Souls on this planet have experienced this with their parents.

I believe bottom line is we are all vast Souls and for some, when they come into human form, it is quite a shock and sense of limitation and constriction. To add insult to injury so to speak, babies cannot communicate orally nor are the parents open to telepathy to provide the opportunity for open communication…..I'm sure this emotion creates feeling limited. I honestly wonder if this is one of the possible reasons babies cry when on the surface it appears all is well, they’ve been fed, burped, bathed, changed, held and loved…..yet....

Anyway, for me personally, as silly as it sounds, I remember being around 3 yrs old discovering I couldn't move things or make the lamp levitate across the living room like I just knew I could….and about 4 or 5 I discovered I couldn't make things appear with my thoughts as I knew I could. It was during this time I began to look at my body literally, my little tiny arms and legs and thought something is wrong with me, with "the wiring in my body or something".

I remember one day about 4 yrs old, riding my little red tricycle in front of my house. I distinctly recall getting off my bike and looked up at the blue sky, feeling the energy of the air, like there was something drastically different about this place because I held cellular memory in my body being able to do things before here and none of it made any sense to me why I couldn't. There was just something quite different here.

I discovered at this tender young age, this is when I formed the false belief I could not be who I am in truth here. This was the onset of the path of false beliefs. There was something wrong with me, I wasn’t enough to be who I knew I truly was. I’m powerless to change everything around me to put it back the way it was. I’m powerless to do what I know I can do. I’m a failure and worthless and inferior here.
And because of the way we are wired, any childhood experiences that could provide evidence to back this up most certainly did. Ultimately, this crossed me over into the lack of belief about myself.

There was no support structure or outside understanding from those around me. There was no guidance through teachings to come to the understanding; no, the dynamics on this planet and within this realm are not the same as it once was. No, the human form you have entered is not “wired” the same as it once was. No, Little One, there is nothing wrong with you.

Instead when I tried to explain this to my parents or friends I was told I was being silly or given weird looks like I was really out there, which only provided more evidence there was something wrong with me or I wasn’t enough because I didn’t explain myself clearly… no one was understanding me, hence I’m not understood and I’m way too different and too much…….which made me feel alone and isolated in this.

All this told me was I needed to hide, to stay low key, to "invisible" myself so I could survive down here……..hence the first step I took into survival mode and mindset.

As you can see, I picked up a whole slew of false beliefs during this lifetime through this early experience and all my childhood experiences and dynamics provided evidence to back it up in my young mind that ultimately formed these into false truths. When my son David and I were discussing this, we went down a list of false identities we all form about ourselves and he discovered he picked up the same false beliefs through his experiences of feeling limited as well.

This led me to think about all the women and men who have expressed these same false beliefs in one seminar and workshop after another, being able to identify with most of the false identities and beliefs that we humans have managed to come up with.
I wondered if all Souls who come into human form, on some level experience the same thing, cognoscente of it or not.

Interesting enough, while working with a client, this very topic came up and we traced it to the same thing. She was trying to understand why even as a child she hated her body and had a great need to be perfect ……she was not fat, or ugly, she never had any critical feedback in her childhood about her body…….so why did she literally hate being in her body?
Through the session she discovered the possibility it could be at the moment of birth, feeling the extremely limited and constricting phenomena of coming into human form and not being able to do or be who and what she knew in truth she was……..and once again, any childhood or adult experiences that could provide evidence for what she was feeling about herself, most certainly did. This also explained her need to be perfect, for she felt imperfect in her body, and we all know society fully reinforces the emphasis on "imperfect" bodies. She suddenly exclaimed, "That's it....OMG, that's it!!!"

My son David named it “The Doubt Program” all Souls enter by coming here…..everything is set up to distract us, to doubt ourselves and suppress any abilities we come in with and when expressed it is criticized or made fun of or worse, some are put on meds………which of course messes with little minds and from this pivotal point, some then begin to dive into "reaction mode" transforming out of our true authentic selves into what society and family accepts……..or we learn to isolate, withdraw and hide or we spend our lives in a state of rebellion towards all outside of us and we don’t even have the true greater understanding why this is, all we know is we feel the need to rebel against any form of authority and as we grow older, we find evidence to support this deep need.

For some, this could boil down to one thing……….We come to the understanding through so much confusion and zero support as toddlers and preschoolers, for some strange reason, we cannot be who we know we are in truth here and for some, I believe this is where the birth of false beliefs truly begin and anything that occurs in our childhoods that could possibly support and provide evidence for….did and they became real to us as truth.

In addition to this, if we happen to come in with remnants of false beliefs or deeply rooted fears from past lives, anything that occurs in our childhood that might trigger these false beliefs or fears unconsciously, we will again seek to find evidence to support these.

This being said………When I go to my Mind or Soul in continuing to deepen the rapport in aligning and working together, I found through first hand experience and 30+ years of inner work, this goes straight to where I truly need to go. What I experienced at birth and from ages 0-10 regarding incarnating into a limited form, which brought up a whole slew of false beliefs is far more easily identified and understood when working from an observers perspective. It is from this point I’ve witnessed true deep transformation out of my old story into my authentic one.
This does not take care of the "incorrect wiring" or absence of DNA we all experience, nor does it take care of not being able to create by mere thought or move a tangible object, nor the biosphere and atmosphere being dramatically altered, but I'm thinking it is a good first step for our family of humanity.